[ she makes a noise -- quiet, yet sharp, edged with something unnameable, but there is pain there. it's like a slap in the face, the way he reacts, but -- she -- has she really got any right to feel hurt? considering this is her doing...
there's such a temptation to -- to try and make it better, to take it back. to make everything okay again. she wishes this was easy. but it never really was. not once, not ever was it actually easy, and just, somewhere along the way ... it became hopelessly painful and damaged, too.
fighting off tears she can't explain, she swallows hard and nods, though he can't see her. ]
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there's such a temptation to -- to try and make it better, to take it back. to make everything okay again. she wishes this was easy. but it never really was. not once, not ever was it actually easy, and just, somewhere along the way ... it became hopelessly painful and damaged, too.
fighting off tears she can't explain, she swallows hard and nods, though he can't see her. ]
Riku, I -- I'm so sorry.