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[stilldontgotit]

So, here's a question. How many of you think that being stuck here has an effect on anything that ought to happen back home? Someone seems to think so, and I really don't see why.

Do people even remember this place when they leave? Just seems like a waste even worrying about that.

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Roxas seems to think I should give into the darkness.

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[meteorical]

...WHAT?

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Apparently if I don't it'll ruin your future, even though I'm in a completely different world.

I don't see the big deal.

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[meteorical]

...wait, you lost me. What exactly are you talking about?

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

... In other words, Roxas thinks that if I don't accept the darkness here, then it'll affect things back home.

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[meteorical]

...well we don't know is the thing. I'm not sure why Roxas thinks he knows.

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Who knows? I have no plan to listen to him.

But you guys didn't tell me I'm the true Keyblade Master.

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[meteorical]

...oh, did we leave that out?

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Yeah, you did.

Makes me wonder if Xemnas was even lying.

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[meteorical]

...so what are you saying, that we're lying?

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

No, Kairi. That's not what I mean, just...

I want to know what he wants with me. I'm not about to work with him.

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[meteorical]

Xemnas wants to subject you to the darkness because in his time, you already did once so why wouldn't he try again?

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

What is with the darkness? Why is it so important?

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[meteorical]

The worlds would be off-balance if there was too much darkness or too much light. The worlds need that balance to be safe.

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

And why do they want me to give in? Both Xemnas and Roxas, I guess.

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[meteorical]

I told you, Xemnas sees you as easy to manipulate...and who knows with Roxas...

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Maybe I could use it to my advantage. I could play along, just to see what he's up to...

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[meteorical]

No.

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

But couldn't it help? Might be able to get inside information, something like that.

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[meteorical]

I don't care, don't even think about it.

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Then, what? He probably already has something in mind. You want me to just ignore it?

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[meteorical]

Riku you aren't strong enough yet might not have the strength to fight against him if you tried working against him from the inside.

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Then all I need to do is become stronger. Then he won't be a problem.

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[meteorical]

Right. And you're going to do that how, exactly?

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

There has to be a way, and I won't stop until I find it. It's not just about Xemnas, either. I'm tired of being so helpless, especially with the Organization around.