stilldontgotit: (wary)
Riku ([personal profile] stilldontgotit) wrote2010-06-12 09:58 pm

31 - written // heavily filtered from Sora, Xion, Axel, and Roxas;

[There are a few drops of ink on the page, followed by something scratched out beyond legibility. A few moments later, Riku writes something below:]

If you had to choose between a friend dying or having to destroy the person who's causing it, even if they're just as important... which would you choose? It's not like death here's permanent, but I don't think that changes much.

[There's another pause, followed by a soft sigh. After that, nothing.]

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[identity profile] oda-hates-me.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
[a quiet sigh. He's getting close to certain what this is about, but decides not to assume yet]

Will something happen to either if the other dies? Will the former get better? How is the latter killing off the other? [he doesn't expect Riku to answer those questions - just consider them]

... If you're gonna lose someone important either way, do what you think is best for everyone involved.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
I just wonder... If it's going to happen anyway, is it even worth waiting until things get worse?

[It's a grim thought, and he certainly doesn't want anything drastic to happen, but it hurts seeing this happen to Xion and Sora.]

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[identity profile] oda-hates-me.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
[Heh, Riku's on the same page as Sanji]

... There's really no other way to save her, huh?

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
None that I can think of. And, believe me, I've tried.

It's just... all this stuff about memories and the Keyblade. I'm from before all that, so most of the time it goes over my head.

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[identity profile] oda-hates-me.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
And what about everyone who's after that? This... tch, what are their names-- Axel and Roxas?

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 05:47 am (UTC)(link)
They probably do know, but even then... Nobody knows better than Xion. She's been through this before.

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[identity profile] oda-hates-me.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
[a long pause]

How much time do we have?

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
A few months, and that's if we're lucky.

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[identity profile] oda-hates-me.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
... And those months might be nothing but waiting for the inevitable.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
Exactly. And it'll be rough for them both.

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[identity profile] oda-hates-me.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
From what she told me, there's little chance the other two are gonna go with that. [eyes the writing]

And would you be the one to do it?

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
If what she said's true, then she'll wind up turning into a monster.

But if that's what she wants, I'd... try, I guess. Problem is, I know I wouldn't stand a chance. No Keyblade, no magic. I'd probably be the one who gets killed.

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[identity profile] oda-hates-me.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
... She's not gonna kill you. [heavy pause, and then checks to make sure the filter is aimed at Riku only]

I already promised her that much.
Edited 2010-06-13 17:29 (UTC)

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
So you already talked to her about this.

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[identity profile] oda-hates-me.livejournal.com 2010-06-14 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
Oi, that's a conversation between me and her.

All I'm telling you is you're not gonna die in the fight, not without a struggle on both our parts.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-16 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
So you're helping out. I guess that makes sense.

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[identity profile] oda-hates-me.livejournal.com 2010-06-16 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
[muttered quickly under his breath]

Yeah, I am.

[and it hurts a lot]

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-17 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
... Thanks.