stilldontgotit: (wary)
Riku ([personal profile] stilldontgotit) wrote2010-06-12 09:58 pm

31 - written // heavily filtered from Sora, Xion, Axel, and Roxas;

[There are a few drops of ink on the page, followed by something scratched out beyond legibility. A few moments later, Riku writes something below:]

If you had to choose between a friend dying or having to destroy the person who's causing it, even if they're just as important... which would you choose? It's not like death here's permanent, but I don't think that changes much.

[There's another pause, followed by a soft sigh. After that, nothing.]

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
So what if there was no other way?
knightofratatosk: (Faded)

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[personal profile] knightofratatosk 2010-06-13 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
There has to be another way.

... "courage is the magic that turns dreams into reality." That's what someone told me once.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
Courage. Maybe you're right...

[Heh.]

But some things can't be changed. Even courage and dreams can't fix everything.
knightofratatosk: (Unsure)

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[personal profile] knightofratatosk 2010-06-13 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
But... you can at least try, right?

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, and I've been trying.

Hasn't changed a thing.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
If there is, we'd probably know by now.
knightofratatosk: (Droopy)

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[personal profile] knightofratatosk 2010-06-13 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
And either way, someone has to die.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. But better here than in some other world. At least that way they'd come back.
knightofratatosk: (I don't get it)

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[personal profile] knightofratatosk 2010-06-13 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
But if they're just going to come back, how do you know that dying is going to fix things at all? What if it doesn't work because of that?

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-13 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Because if she dies, then all the memories she's been absorbing will go back to Sora.

I wish it didn't have to be that way, but by now there's nothing else we can do except wait.
knightofratatosk: (What the)

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[personal profile] knightofratatosk 2010-06-14 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
The... memories? So that's what's wrong with him...

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-16 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
That's exactly what's wrong with him. And it'll only get worse.
knightofratatosk: (Sad)

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[personal profile] knightofratatosk 2010-06-17 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
And that's really the only way to fix it?

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-17 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
That's right. Otherwise, Sora's memories will stay inside her.

Even she knows that, but I wish there was some other way.
Edited 2010-06-17 06:51 (UTC)
knightofratatosk: (Sigh)

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[personal profile] knightofratatosk 2010-06-18 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
There are people from so many different worlds here, maybe someone will be able to find something that works-- something you might never have thought of otherwise.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-19 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
I doubt it. The problem is that they are from different worlds. What works there might not work for this.
knightofratatosk: (I don't get it)

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[personal profile] knightofratatosk 2010-06-20 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
But you won't know until you try, right?

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-20 07:22 am (UTC)(link)
It might not be worth it. Besides, if Xion really wants to be stopped, then that's all there is to it.
knightofratatosk: (Angry)

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[personal profile] knightofratatosk 2010-06-21 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
So you'd kill your own friend just because they wanted to be stopped?

[Oh Emil, you are the biggest hypocrite ever.]

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-21 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
She's not just my friend, Emil. But if that's the only way, then I'll do whatever it takes.

There's no point wasting time looking for alternatives when they don't exist.
knightofratatosk: (Sad)

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[personal profile] knightofratatosk 2010-06-21 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
There could still be something else...

[He already knows that he's going to have to fight Richter when he gets back, but damned if he's going to kill him.]

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-22 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
Look, Emil, it's nothing personal, but wishful thinking's not going to help Sora or Xion.
knightofratatosk: (Faded)

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[personal profile] knightofratatosk 2010-06-23 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry, I was just trying to help...

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-06-24 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
It's fine. I do appreciate it, but some things aren't that simple.

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