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stilldontgotit) wrote2011-05-19 07:06 pm
stilldontgotit) wrote2011-05-19 07:06 pm
39 - voice/action;
Man. It's been two years since I first got here... Kind of hard to believe.
It's pretty crazy to think about. I've seen people leave on a daily basis. Even I did, but it was just a week.
[He sighs.]
Heck, I remember when this place didn't have electricity or a battle dome. It really has changed a lot.
[But he's just getting off track. He pauses for about a minute before he tosses up a quick filter:]
Filtered from Xion, Axel, and Roxas//100%
But there's something else I want to talk about. Anyway...
[Ugh.]
What do you do if someone forgives you, but you don't want that forgiveness? What are you supposed to say to that?
[Or... he hesitates--]
Or better yet... how do you just let go?
[He won't mention who he's talking about, but those who know him should be able to guess.
Anyway, once that's done, Riku's going to hang out at the bridge around house 14. Just because it's close and away from the business in the center of town. And that's good right about now because he's got a lot on his mind. He has for a while now, it's just gotten more complicated lately.]
It's pretty crazy to think about. I've seen people leave on a daily basis. Even I did, but it was just a week.
[He sighs.]
Heck, I remember when this place didn't have electricity or a battle dome. It really has changed a lot.
[But he's just getting off track. He pauses for about a minute before he tosses up a quick filter:]
Filtered from Xion, Axel, and Roxas//100%
But there's something else I want to talk about. Anyway...
[Ugh.]
What do you do if someone forgives you, but you don't want that forgiveness? What are you supposed to say to that?
[Or... he hesitates--]
Or better yet... how do you just let go?
[He won't mention who he's talking about, but those who know him should be able to guess.
Anyway, once that's done, Riku's going to hang out at the bridge around house 14. Just because it's close and away from the business in the center of town. And that's good right about now because he's got a lot on his mind. He has for a while now, it's just gotten more complicated lately.]
[Filtered]
But what can Luke do? He's part of the problem, after all. Still...
He can't help thinking of Guy. How he helped him admit that he had a crush on Xion, how he let him see that he wasn't a bad person for feeling the way he did. By then, Riku and Xion had officially broken up, so there wasn't so much jealousy on Luke's end. But...]
I don't really know about this kind of thing, but...
Don't rush it, okay? There's no deadline or anything. You can't just make yourself stop feeling the way you do.
And you aren't wrong for it, either. Feelings aren't wrong, they just are. So... don't beat yourself up for something you can't control.
[After all this time, he still remembers what Guy said to him... heh.]
[Filtered]
[Jealousy about something else, but it still caused things to get so nasty.]