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Riku ([personal profile] stilldontgotit) wrote2011-05-19 07:06 pm

39 - voice/action;

Man. It's been two years since I first got here... Kind of hard to believe.

It's pretty crazy to think about. I've seen people leave on a daily basis. Even I did, but it was just a week.

[He sighs.]

Heck, I remember when this place didn't have electricity or a battle dome. It really has changed a lot.

[But he's just getting off track. He pauses for about a minute before he tosses up a quick filter:]

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But there's something else I want to talk about. Anyway...

[Ugh.]

What do you do if someone forgives you, but you don't want that forgiveness? What are you supposed to say to that?

[Or... he hesitates--]

Or better yet... how do you just let go?

[He won't mention who he's talking about, but those who know him should be able to guess.

Anyway, once that's done, Riku's going to hang out at the bridge around house 14. Just because it's close and away from the business in the center of town. And that's good right about now because he's got a lot on his mind. He has for a while now, it's just gotten more complicated lately.]

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-06-11 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
I've tried a few times. Never worked out.

Seems like no matter what I do, nothing gets better.
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[personal profile] erodingearth 2011-06-11 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
...Giving up on a friendship... [The very idea boggles him.]

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-06-22 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know what else I can do at this point.
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[personal profile] erodingearth 2011-06-23 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
When was the last time you talked to her about any of this?

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-07-01 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
Just after the last experiment. She forgave me, but... I didn't know what to do.
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[personal profile] erodingearth 2011-07-01 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
I would probably ask if you could still be friends.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-07-02 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
Guess it's worth a try. I just don't know if I'd be a very good friend for her right now when I'm still so jealous.
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[personal profile] erodingearth 2011-07-04 05:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you think your jealousy would keep you from helping her?

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-07-05 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a lengthy pause here.]

...No.
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[personal profile] erodingearth 2011-07-05 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
Then I think you can still be a good friend.