stilldontgotit: (Now I have nothing to fear)
Riku ([personal profile] stilldontgotit) wrote2010-08-21 11:50 pm

33 - accidental voice/action;

But...

Why? It was mine. That's how it should've been from the start.

[Who's pissed? Riku's pissed. He's tried a number of times. The Keyblade-- he had it in his grasp. Though he doesn't recall every detail as for why or how, that doesn't matter. The fact is that he did have it... only now it's gone.

He's been trying to call back the weapon a number of times with no avail. Maybe whatever transpired the past week was just an experiment after all.

But he hasn't been at the apartment all day. It's frustrating, really. He knows it's too much to ask for, that Sora's the one who earned it by being the bigshot hero.

But jealousy is one thing that hasn't changed about Riku.

In his frustration, he's made his way back out to the lake where, after giving up on the Keyblade, he's promptly gathering logs and branches. Any distraction is good right about now.]

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-08-23 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
Oh yeah? Even though I haven't done half the things I wind up doing in the future?

And that's another thing. Why should I just resign myself to darkness? I know anything I'd do back home is worse than a single thing I've said here.
Edited 2010-08-23 03:07 (UTC)
perplexme: (skeptical)

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[personal profile] perplexme 2010-08-23 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
You're doing that really annoying thing again, you know.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-08-23 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
[...Sigh.]

Bad habits die hard, I guess.
perplexme: (whatever you say)

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[personal profile] perplexme 2010-08-23 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
...do you know what part I'm even talking about?
perplexme: (pensive)

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[personal profile] perplexme 2010-08-23 08:35 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, there's that. But I kind of meant more along the lines of you're only hearing what you want to hear, thinking what you want to think. You're not really listening to a word I'm saying are you? You think I don't know what I'm talking about because I'm not you and I don't know your motivations.

Look. Take it from somebody who's been there and done that. Going about it this way? Not exactly worth it. I'm not doing this for you, I'm doing this for them.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-08-23 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
But you can't exactly expect me to be Sora either. We're completely different people.

And as for the greater good, you say that like I don't care about anyone but myself. Have you even been paying attention this past year?

[So...resisting the urge to roll his eyes or something.]
perplexme: (sigh)

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[personal profile] perplexme 2010-08-24 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not. I'm just saying it makes more sense why he has it now and you don't yet.

Have you even been paying attention to this conversation? [He's trying for Sora's and Xion's sake, really.]

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2010-08-24 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[Pfff. Must...resist urge to be short. Bad mood + Roxas = horrible combination, but...]

Right. It's not just about me. The Keyblade affects a lot of people. I get that.
perplexme: (nobody)

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[personal profile] perplexme 2010-08-24 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
...I don't think you do. [He shrugs and turns around then.] Know what? Come find me when you really get it. Then we'll talk.